When's the last time you did something for the first time?

How are you spending your Friday night? I'm typing away -and it's 9:50 in the morning. So, who knows what I'll be doing later tonight. Maybe it'll be me snuggled up under my covers reading a wholesome book. Or I'll be forcing myself to allow myself to relax. But it's hard to relax, when you're so used to your mind running rampant. But since there's thirty one days until Halloween, I have to create my greatest demons, because that's the only way to truly releash those bothersome thoughts. But in saying this your mind only wonders into hell -when you're doing things that aren't aligning with your dreams. Tonight's a FREAKY FRIDAY, because even though you're wanting certain things, are you sure that's what you really want? I want many things, but not everything that I'm wanting -is wanting me. or shall I say whatever it is, isn't wanting me for the right reasons. But how does one know exactly what's for them

Yesterday was PINK THURSDAY, but since halloween is approaching, I've been feeling like the complete opposite of PINK. So here I am giving you DIGITAL MESSSAGES, but in a dark way -with maybe hints of pink(that really looks like the color orange.) How's your week going? How is it truly going, because in today's society, we're made to believe that our actual feelings are too morbid for other people to understand. So, basically we're slowly being programmed to dettach ourselves -from our actual selves, and or feelings. Because it's when you're human, can no one actually control you. But most people are trading their human qualities for unhuman materials. It can never be you actually crying, because there's always someone saying that they don't feel comfortable with your tears. It can never be me expressing myself in full action, because there's always someone who's never seen true action. So, where the f*ck can we actually walk

Today's a special day. Today we're DIGITALLY celebrating MISS HALSEY herself. She's a icon. She's a total movement. And you being you, you should know this(especially if you're a lady), but of course not everyone is introduced to gold -first hand. Sometimes it takes a person like me, to open your eyes to new and interesting people and or topics. There's a lot we can learn from halsey. She's a true inspiration. If I were you I would take a seat, and decide where in your own life -can you change some areas -to become a better you. And sometimes it's easier to find quality characterisitc's in other people. Sometimes it requires us to pluck what we like(without ever hurting certain people), in order to fill our cups, that are solely designed based off our own character. For starters she's a libra. Libra's [often] understand the meaning of having balance in one's life. This type of understanding -can easily set anyone reading thi

Tell me you felt what I just felt. Say that you can feel the the tempertaure arise when a certain person walks into the room . Or maybe you can feel a persence coming into your room, way before they even twist the door knob to come into your room. Does the hairs on your body stand up, in certain areas -around certain people? These are questions that can easily be swept under the rug, all in the name of having an ego. But in most cases your ego will only have you missing red flags, all because you wanted to believe that those flags were green. Why not have the courage to believe in yourself? Because your inner self knows best, it knows more than your ego would ever want to know. When your body and or spirit knows when something is off, trust and believe your inner source. Washing away these feelings will help those around you -but never you. Learn to listen to your body. When you feel like something won't stop, then of course that's a sign to pay attention. We'

I'm full of words, which could easily turn into wisdom. And when this happens I instantly need to write and or type what I'm edging -to say. I like to make people think before they possibly sink. I want to remind people that thinking for themselves does wonders. Not wanting to follow the crowd could most definitely protect your footsteps. Walking over the ledge is totally preventable, if you know what you're walking towards. But if you're playing follow the leader, then of course it'll cost your life. Listening to others is the same thing as underminding your abilites. If you don't trust your movements, then this is the perfect moment to ask yourself... why. Where there's a constant itch, there's also a prominent why. Stop extending your arm, to those who don't want your help. I had to learn this the hard way. And sometimes I still find myself stretching my arms too far -to those who never seem to want to take my hand. But it's si

Have you been keeping up with my monday blogs? because if you have, you'd know multiple ways manipulation creeps in. Like I always say it's subtle. And if you're not paying attention to this, it could have you doing things most people wouldn't do. It'll have you losing those around you, who tried their hardest to get you to see what they were seeing. Being manipulated not only takes a toll on you, but it also takes a toll on those around you. I'm here to digitally wake you up, before those -who you thought cared about you, send you somewhere you don't want to go. Because when you're too far gone, you're easier to be fed a bunch of BS. Stop being so giving to those who have never done the same for you. I used to cross rivers for people, who wouldn't even cross puddles for me. I tried to make their absence make sense -until one day it didn't make sense anymore. Giving too much of your energy -will definitely come back to bite you

Who knew digital laundry talks could be so fun? Even if they're not fun for you, they're always a blast for me. I like anything that allows me to both relax and also multitask. These two mesh so well together. I'm a sucker for any and everything that's peaceful. I'm happy to see that you've chosen my sanctuary to digitally wash your clothes. You already know what we offer here. So, let's skip the small talk and let's get to business. What could I say to help you have a peace of mind -for this soothing sunday? It's today that sets the tone for your upcoming week. Never take sundays for granted. Let's talk problems, and how we give them too many green lights -to control us. I've been seeing destruction in other people. And it's been teaching me -what not to be and or do. On no given day, should you allow things that are clearly out of your control, control your entire day. Feeling the same negative emotions, are never go

Today flew by. Which in my case is good, because at night is when I'm able to truly get into the spookiness. It's me writing while all the lights are out. When you're the only one up, how many egos are actually roaming free... stopping you from getting work completed. Keep doing what makes you happy. Never ask other people what they think, about the things that they've never done. Because for some reason these are the same people, who always have a lot to say, about things they've never tried. It's quite strange. But anyways, we're here to digitally discuss the importance of not taking jealousy and envy for granted. There are too many people who've been done by a rope, all because they tried to help those who only wanted to end them. Jealousy will have people mocking you -in hopes that it'll be you, the world doesn't believe to be the original model (so of course they'd send you where no one wants to actually go. ) Envy will hav

Did you really think this segment was a goner? C'mon you should know by now, if I love it, I'll keep it coming. Who doesn't like the weekend -if it's centered around THE WEEKND himself. I always talk about getting lost on the weekends, and lately I've been stuck. So it got me thinking, who and or what can give me an outer body experience. Then BAM* it hit me. It's THE WEEKND I look to when I want to escape. He's a icon. And if you too want to leave yourself -with the hopes of becoming a brand new you, you'll digitally keep reading to keep drifting. The plan is to allow me to open your brain just a little more. So sit back and relax! We're here for a good time, but not really a long time. Understanding the meaning of time will allow you to stop doubting yourself. The world will never know you, if you don't allow the world into your world. How can you take society's breath away, when you yourself is still stuck in the mediocracy

If I could dismantle this snoozer of society, to rebuild it in a better image I would. It's super draining walking around people who choose to sleep. How can you truly see the world, if you're choosing to sleep walk? It's beyond me though. Most people will set fire to those who speak the truth, while being okay with dialing up the lies. I can't believe some humans get to call themselves human, but they choose to listen to unhuman things. It's very weird. Is being stuck fun, because at this point most of society is stuck -and they're okay with it. You're paying attention to the wrong things. Why is it that when another person spiritually wakes up ,another person dies? Choosing to wake up means being hung by society. It's a cruel path when you go within and allow your inner self to enlighten you with the actual truth. There are major sacrifices when wanting to think for yourself. I've lost alot, but I've also gained alot. Somedays a

I'm tired. What about you? Aren't you tired? Aren't you tired, of relentlessly creating for everyone else but yourself? Am I the only one that feels that burning desire, to throw myself into creative communities that uplift one another -without shaming their creations? I've had this feeling for quite some time. I've also felt like I've been creating nothing, while I've been creating everything. I'm constantly asking myself "Could I do more?" ,or "Am I doing enough?" I do think that the worrisome [that we're not doing enough], comes from those who constantly look past our creative endeavors? These two questions seem to always drag me down endless cycles of self doubt. I know that creation never dies, and at any given moment does the best piece of content come to life. I know this all too well. But I also know that often times, true art disturb those who are anything but true artists. We often times make the best forms o

Thank you for coming back. It truly does mean alot that you're here digitally reading, what I'm digitally putting before you. I don't think I'd misinform you. I hope I'm not leading you somewhere that you're not interested in going. I would hope that I'm creating a spark, that's allowing you to see just how creative you truly are. So since it's a lovely PINK WEDNESDAY, I'm going to happily introduce MISS REGINA GEORGE. She's all the rage. I mean she's been all the rage -since like forever. She raised the 90's babies, and I can say she's done a great job. But of course she may have gotten lost in translation -to all the ones who decided it was best to listen to society. Let's recap on how much of an icon she truly was. We've been taught to despise women who know just how powerful they really are. Think about it for a second, if the world was ran by powerful women -we'd all have sustainable standards, th

It's another Monday, and I was just thinking, we've all been taught to speak up when necessary. In fact if we didn't we were always shamed. The world wanted us to show teeth, even before we actually had teeth. I don't know if this was some sort of training, or if the world was really just testing our resilience(before we actually knew what this word meant.) But then times changed. It's as if the same people who shamed us, turned into the people we were taught to speak up against. It's like our society leveled down, instead of progessing forward. There was definitely a shift, and of course it wasn't for the good. So, allow me to take you down, a whirl wind. But I promise I'll digitally bring you back, because even I know, you can't take people too far down rabbit holes. Some people give up, when vivid images -are sparking realization. I talk about loving fresh starts . But one can never truly enjoy the newness, if they're always being

It's been awhile, but my goal has been requiring me to dip my hands into multiple outlets. So,as you know my digital Sunday Specials are prominent. I thought it was only fitting to digitally feed you, because I know I've been cramming a ton of info down your hatch. But if you've been keeping up, with what I've been throwing down -then you'd know how to work under pressure . Let's fill you up, but let's also do what we do best. I know you come here for the food, but I also know I've hired a great staff that knows the meaning of hitting the spot without leaving you tired. It's when you're tired, that you miss all the fun. Anyways most people will ask you, "how well do you work under pressure?" How would you answer this question? But first before you answer that question. Riddle me this. Would you be interested in sugar cookie waffles? It's all the rage behind the counter. It's a specialty, which is why we had to fit

Can't you see it? Can't you see that times are changing? What we once knew, isn't what we now know. And most people are seeing the subtle changes, but what about you? Are you seeing what I'm seeing? Because how long can you sleep, without damaging your eyes? And remember it's your eyes, that you need in order to see the unseen. What if I said something was being sprayed into the sky, to discreetly trickle down onto us humans. But why would this be going on... might you ask. Here's the thing, we wouldn't be targeted so much, if whatever was targeting us, didn't see us as both powerful and a threat. So, on this SPOOKY SATURDAY , let's secretly talk about what most don't want to talk about. It does suck that most of the world will never wake up, but if I can atleast get you to wake up, then at least I'm doing my part. We aren't getting prizes for being stupid. Stupity is the quickest way to unalive yourself, when you could'v

I'm pretty sure you know exactly what you have to do. And you also know exactly how you have to do. But in order to be what I know you to be,It's also requires you to know yourself to be what you're supposed to be. You're too busy questioning yourself. Can someone really fully tap into their unversial abilities with little to no faith? Instead of doing, you're too busy fantasizing. Let's be clear you'll never get where you're trying to go, if you won't take action. Waiting for a mysterious force to move your mountain, will have you waiting a lifetime. So, let's discuss some ways, you're sabotaging your own abilites on this promise felt Saturday. Maybe you're believing you can't do what's needs to be done, because each time you previously did it -it was an epic "fail". Most of the world stops, when repetition becomes well... too repetitive. But here's the thing each try is another chance to practice. Th

It's getting spooky and I'm here for it. Don't take things too seriously. This is the best time to be creative. This is also the best time to work through your trauma(s). Not saying that other times hold no benefits, but if you know you know. Halloween is around the corner. How are you introducing it, and or dismissing it? For me every day is halloween -to be honest. There's spookiness all around you. Maybe you can't quite recognize what's what, because some scares are so subtle. Let's talk delusion, and how it'll easily make you a target -to those who despise life, and everyone in it. Because it's when you're visibly weak, does one think they can play on your greatest and or biggest defeats. The more you do, the more you'll know. Strengthing your knowledge requires you to banish what you already know. Being in the wrong crowds, could easily change your perception (but in the worst way of course.) The goal is to always go undected

Even I'll admit everything's a bit fuzzy at the moment. We're constantly being distracted in this oddly over consuming society. Everything is fake, and everyone is cruel. So, what does an empath, and a high vibrational person do in times like these? I could say to lock yourself behind closed doors, while the world continues to go insane -but wouldn't that make you yourself go insane? See we're all doing things that may not be serving us. Maybe it's you not producing the right type of content. Maybe it's me giving my time to jobs who would rather turn me into a robot. But its very soledom a person realizes the game being played here. I haven't worked in awhile, but here I am slowly getting back into the working industry. But I also know how the working industry is a demonic industry. They've got secret, but not so secret agendas to end you, before you're able to realize you're being taken out. I also know that they purposely keep y

Well what do you know I'm here to DIGITALLY invite you to a PINK LUNCHEON. I could go by myself, but what fun would that be? Who would I look to, when something funny just happened. Who would I talk to, if I just so happened to be in the same room as someone I've been avoiding? How would I pass time, if I'm all alone. They say to network, but how many PINK DRINKS, would a girl have to down to be a bit more relaxed? let's be honest this girl has been couped up in the house most of this summer. This summer has been all too cruel, for one to really step outside on a consistent basis. But if you did find yourself mostly outside then PINK PROPS TO YOU! So before I lose you to a PINK VIBE , let's talk two things at one time. Let's discuss taking accountability, and the importance of expanding your circle. I'm here to take accountability in my not so PINK ACTIONS. I'm always digitally telling you to catch a vibe, but then I do things like stay at home

It's Pink Wednesday. Let's be honest wednesday's are the new friday's. Or is my vision blurry, because it's a PINK VIBE, I'm catching? Anyways either way I'm here, and I'm loving it. It's like all of my problems dissipate, and I'm able to have fun. Fun should be apart of everybody's vocabulary. It's either we're having fun, or we're slowly fading away. So anyways I'll be the pink mascot, and introduce you to MISS SOFIA RICHIE. She's beyond gorgeous, and she just so happens to look stunning in pink. But then again how can anyone look awkward in PINK? So, now that I've got your full on PINK ATTENTION, what can we quickly learn from MISS RICHIE RICH? We're here to talk social climbing, and how it's benefical when you're trying to get to the top. But don't mistaken my grammar, to fit your discrepancies -which would indeed not match what I'm throwing your way. Climbing ladders when it comes

No I didn't abandon this segment I just let the world distract me, but I'm back. And maybe this blog means nothing to you, but it definitely means the world to me. It's the world I'm trying to wake up, even if it means seducing you -to digitally show you how it's done. The biggest leaders of our history, have indeed studied what needed to be studied -in order to make the name they've earned for themselves. Who would you not remember, if they didn't follow suit when it came to deceiving an entire nation ? Seducing can either help you, or destroy you. So while I bread crumb my ways in hopes that you'll enjoy what I'm putting down, I just hope you don't get lost and play into the game of being seduced. So, yes maybe I am talking to myself, but even I know getting ahead means going a little if not all crazy. You have to be out of your mind, to get what you want. You have to be willing to look "stupid", to those who don't know

Hi solider. Thanks for coming back, to this hefty -yet poetic segment. Like I said this is by far one of my fave segments.Maybe it's because I'm a fire sign, and anything fiery sets my soul ablaze. But honestly most times I feel like I 've got nothing to show for. It's me looking for the thief, who stole and or sold my soul. I'm talking generational curses. I'm discussing deals being made with the devil. Ancient deals, signed by the hands of another. It's the the filthy hands, that consistently lied to me. It's the blood that runs within my blood. It's the blood I would so desparately want to drain from my flesh -if that means purging away all the bad parts of me... which indeed aren't me. I already told you on tuesday's, we discuss what it takes to burn what you've considered to have taken your power. If claiming your grand steps, means burning pearly white floors, then that's what it's going to take. But first you

I often speak of pain creating poetry. I often say this,because it's so true. Pain will always promote beauty. Some of the best artist's generate prominent cashflow, because they know how much of a gold mine they're sitting on. There will always come a time when we the people (the hurt people), should be the voice for the silent people. Silent people need someone to look up to, when everyone in their world looks down on them. How can we help those who know nothing of beauty? Simple. We help those by speaking our truths. But the truth must soften their demons, to give them the motivation to release their demons. And then an artist is born. Today we're discussing the importance of mind control. I'm here to digitally inform you on how a controlled mind will not only hinder you, but it will also isolate you. It's another MANIPULATIVE MONDAY, and maybe you're still stuck, but that doesn't mean you can't become unstuck. There's always more t

I used to think I was alone. It's so easy to feel like you're traveling this world alone, but I'm here to shine some light within your dark beliefs. When you're not following your passions and or purpose -of course you'll feel out of place. It's the humanity in us all, to feel like life is all about keeping ourselves busy. And yes being busy is important, if wanting to move from here to there, but there needs to be time spent doing things that give you life. I've been slowing down a bit lately, to fill my schedule with things that make me feel like I'm getting closer, to my ultimate purpose. Why must you keep busy doing things to propel an already corrupt system? We've been taught to make the world go round, but at what cost? The cost of making the world spin, will always cost more of you -if not all of you. Believe me I'm not saying to give up, and watch the world crash. I'm not saying that at all. But what I am saying, is to mak

Why are you sabatoging yourself? Why are you keeping yourself from finding true bliss? We're all meant to be fulfilled in this lifetime. Some of us find it faster than others, but that definitely doesn't mean it'll pass you up. You'll get what you rightfully deserve, but it won't come easy. You will have to work for what you want. Wanting a better life means fighting for a better life. I'll admit the worst pain, will always be someone else's pain. It sucks when you're forced to live someone else's pain and or trauma. The feeling of being forced to live unlike yourself is so unsettling . Do you know the feeling of carrying someone else's unhappiness? This type of projection, usually turns even the brightest souls into something dark and unworldly. Don't let this be you. Needing to do what's right for you is highly important, if wanting to trade places and or move places. You should never feel the need, to put your feeling

I know this look all too well. She's dangerous. She's a killer. She's not to be played with. But before I catch a blaze, I wanted to remind you that I tend to keep my word. I remember saying... I mean asking you if you wanted me to discuss MISS HARLEY QUINN. I told you this on Wednesday, But it's totally understandable if the PINK VIBES, took your vision. I finally managed to do something right... huh? To be honest, whether you would've said yes or no, I already knew that this day was going to come. Maybe, I wouldn't have thought so soon... but today is better than the future. So, let's be clear... we're here to admire MISS MARGOT... I mean MISS QUINN. But we're also here to learn from her as well. I know you didn't think we could only learn from miss margot herself, and not her shadow self? You'll forever be intriguing to those in need of inspiration. So, why not walk like poetry? Poetry is best in all forms. I don't kno

It's not a normal Thursday duhhhh. Today's a PINK THURSDAY. But to be honest, I'm a busy girlie... so today's a PINK FRIDAY!!! You already know the deal. You get to digitally connect with me on a PINK level, because any other level would just be bizarre. If you know what I'm talking about. So, I'm here to quickly place you on the right path, because there's too much going on, and if you let all these distractions re-route you then... I won't be able to find you -when you get lost. And most people are getting lost to meaningless things, that never seems to align with their purpose in this oddly profound life. How hard are you really trying to level up? Are you taking matters into your own hands, or are you still waiting on other people(who really don't care about you), to help you and or save you? Most people are sitting around, while waiting on the perfect opportunity to stand up. But what most people seem to forget is the longer you sit,

I think I'm going to do, what I've been doing my whole life. I think I'm going to contradict, or be overly hypocritical. But even in the delusional, I'm trying to get a point across. I'm currently dealing with Cognitive Dissonance. I remember making a poem about it a few days ago, because every hurt can easily make another person think. We can either dwell or create. The choice will always be yours to make. Just make sure that choice doesn't have you ending it, before starting it. Yes most -if not all nights are extremely hard for me. My mind loves to wonder as well as bully me, but even I know that days like this will pass. Every hurt doesn't truly linger, unless we're not seeing the underlying issue at play. So, let me quickly give you a PURPLE INSIGHT, before I let you make the choice, to change instead of hinder your own life. Even if your heart is damaged from all the pain, it doesn't have to stay damaged. You can always fix what see

OMG. Am I really introducing MARGOT ROBBIE, onto the ItGirl platform? Am I really choosing danger? I think I am... I think today we can choose lethal, instead of pastel PINK. When it comes to MISS MARGOT, I suddenly forget how to breathe. She's a show stopper. She's not to be played with. She's who us girls should strive to be like. She's who the guys should learn to not fumble. She's also for the fabulous souls. But in saying all that I just said, we all know how mysterious she really is. How can us girls make the whole world stop? How can we learn the art of saying a little. Because let's be honest, sometimes it's easy to spill the whole can of beans, to those who are... well... not tolerant to beans. We can learn a lot from MISS MARGOT. so, let's get into it. I love to help you slay on Tuesday's, without keeping you for too long. I love how aware Margot is,when it comes to women being shut down by society. Most guys nowadays have

It's another Tuesday, which means it's another day to burn down what's hurting and or stopping you. So let's get into it, before you talk yourself out of it. I'm here to talk about a complex topic. It's complex, because it's so easy to have expectations. And majority of society has an abundance of EXPECTATIONS. It's both ridiculous and understandable. We live in a society where it's easy to place labels onto others. We're human, so it's only fitting to want to see the good in people. But also wanting to see the good in people only back fires on you. How many times have your labels and or expectations, not matched the reality of a certain person? You have to let go of make belief labels, if you want to win at life. You'll never conquer what needs conquering, if you're steadily getting your feelings hurt. When conquering fails, division runs the course. We never want to be separated from the wrong things. Now do we? Gain

Let's face it. I've summoned you here to recognize an important factor. I've gathered you around my DIGITAL TABLE, to discuss how your perception is faulty. You'll still believing somthing that isn't real. You're holding on to a person, who's considered to be a dead beat in the webster dictionary. I'm talking about dead weight. We all are familiar as to what happens when it's life or death, and what you should've been isn't no longer an option. You quickly run out of options when you're drowning , because you decided not to let go of the dead weight. How tragic must it be, to die from someone else's baggage and or incompetence. Let's think about it for a split second. Are really willing to depart from this world, all in the name of swallowing old beliefs that soon turn into poison? That's not a love story, but merely a sad and pathetic story. Do you find yourself repeating the same old tune, to those who specializ

I'm glad to see you here again. Thank you for choosing my DIGITAL LAUNDRYMAT. I'm guessing you're back for more advice, and also you're very aware... how clean my space is. I'm well aware how envionments can shape your head space. If dust mites can cause allergies, what do you think mold causes? Sunday's are the perfect day to thoroughly clean. But it's not just your living space I'm talking about. I'm discussing a topic most people won't cover. It's mental health ok! How much longer are you going to sweep your feelings under the rug? And if I may ask; who is this helping if not yourself? Putting yourself first does wonders to your mental health. How can you help others if you yourself is feeling neglected? You're not an apple pie. So, stop letting peole have their share, because most people are greedy nowadays. Feel free to relax a little if you've been working hard this week. Know that what you're going throug

It doesn't have to hurt as much, as you're making it seem. It's all about perception. What do you see when your vision goes bleak? Where does your mind go to when it slips away? How fast do you depart from here in order to go there? Does going "there" mean actually landing in hell, or is it just a man made prison? I'm asking these question, because maybe it's me who needs saving? Maybe it's me who's tired of walking through hell with nothing to show for? Either way I know someone somewhere, is feeling the same way. So what does one do when they realize that we're all connected in one way or another? We could share our words of wisdom and or experiences, to give those who are suffering... a thing called HOPE. I believe there's a better life somewhere... but I can't tell you when that day will reveal it's self. Or maybe I'm just being melodramatic (says society). I think someone somewhere needs to hear this, becaus