When's the last time you did something for the first time?

It's too easy. It's too easy to give up when every door keeps finding a way to slam shut -while having you thinking that maybe just maybe, it'll open back up. We tend to waste too much time going after one thing, instead of going for many things. Yes... we can be resilient, when it comes to one option, but that doesn't mean, we'll always get what we've been seeking. Not everything that we're seeking -is also seeking us. Be wary when your time is being wasted on the notion "maybe". "Maybe this will happen if I stick it out." Most times it won't, but that's okay. You have to be okay with things not going according to plan(Like I always say). Have many options, especially in today's time. These are both diffcult, and interesting times -we're leaving in. One moment things could be going gravy, just for things to go south. You have to be ready for that. Don't let the many doors, that have already closed in yo

I've been off the map. I've been giving little to nothing these past few days,but even I know I could pick up the slack. Yes school started back for me. But honestly I've been wanting a hectic schedule... well sorta hectic. Why a hectic schedule; might you ask? Well I'm trying to prepare myself,because I've been asking for a lot,and honestly in the beginning stages of your dreams -you're going to have to WORK. Wanting something, but not going after it serves you no rewards. You can't want things,but aren't willing to put in the work. So while you're here -why don't you stay until the end? Where do you have to be? Let's digitally chill for a second. Let's talk; "Working Harder,and Working Smarter." Since we've touched this man-made grass,we've been taught to work hard;and if we're already working hard, then we should be working harder. But of course working hard or even harder,has consistently proven

I think it time to have a proper DIGITAL BRUNCH, because just like some of you -I've been so worked up in an endless routine. And sometimes its best to step aside your normal way of life, and introduce new sights to see and or experience. I want to eat, while feeling the mid October breeze on my skin. What's the harm in that? If you don't see anything wrong; then lets kick back and relax. We could even talk business... if you want. But just not too much -my head's on fire. And I'm in need of something more cunning... if that's how one would put, and or word it. So before I lose you to happy hour, and everything else, let's discuss the importance in doing what you secretly loathe. Everyone has a chapter, that they don't want shared with the world. Trust me we all do. But it helps and serves no one if you're choosing to be secretive. No one will ever know how you're truly feeling, it you're constantly choosing to never unravel your

It's Friday. You know the day that reminds us that -we made it. It's the feeling of completion. But to me -it's another day. I'm still trying to find my footing in this lonesome world. So yes today is Friday... but if there's no current flow -then of course it's just another; tiny ripple, in a never ending river. How are you today? Have you read between the lines? Do you know what you're here to do ? The thing is; we all kinda... sorta... somewhat -of some nature "in the knowing", of what we're here to do. There's this small or maybe even grand feeling of absolution -in everything that we do, that helps us know that even if we're not where we want to be... we're still going places. Sometimes getting to the nitty gritty -one must leave what they know. You must be willing to change courses. Now this doesn't mean the ultimate plan has to change. This just means that the direction needs a bit of tweaking. And I promise,

Yes you may know that trauma, has a way of changing your DNA makeup. It may look different for everyone. It may range on a lower and higher scale in all of us -as well. But at the end of the day -we're all fighting something -beyond us. We've all had our far share of BS. And yeah some of us have come to recognized the abnormal traits within us, but what about the ones who haven't figured it out? Not knowing about yourself -could easily be someone else's green light -to rearrange you some more. We're here to heal our trauma -because unhealed trauma could have you staying in places - you should've already left. The blame game will no longer work -but it can set you free, if you're willing to allow yourself to understand, that not everybody is here for a good cause. It's not your fault. When in the face of terrible people -just know that it's never you, and it's most definitely always them. But to be "perfectly" honest -it becom

It honestly doesn't feel like a Monday. It's feels like the day before Monday, but after Sunday. Time doesn't exist. We're only calling today Monday, because some random person willed it so. Don't believe information that's forced down your throat. It's too easy to go along with certain words -when those words are "perfectly" designed. But here's the thing, when you're allowing those around you -but never along side you tell you otherwise -then of course you'll constantly lose yourself -if not screw yourself first. So, anyway;s what's the game plan for today? Is there something amazing and or creative -that has your name on it? I wanted to digitally talk to you, about how you should never just settle in someone else's madness. People will bring you down -but only if you allow them, to do so. They'll drag you to the depths of nowhere -to make it impossible for you to get the proper help. Because when you're

Have you been couped up in the house for longer than a human should be couped up(without feeling the sun of your skin)? You do know the more you lock yourself behind closed doors -the more you're allowing your body to normalize -the meaning of being imprisoned.Our body sees codes in all the things we partake in -or decide not to partake in. Yes the world is indeed a dangerous place -but at some point you'll have to touch grounds with said dangerous place(s). The key is to allow your body to see all parts -instead of little to no parts. You can always do your part -in making the world a better place. That means doing things; like being a positive flow -that'll for sure radiate like [serene synergy]. You may feel awful today -but I guarantee you, a brief walk outside can most definitely change that. I see no bounds in choosing to be at peace today(and everyday). You have to want it. You must seek it. And most of all, you have to allow room for it. What you wa

I can't really predict how today -is going to go. But somehow I feel like there's enough magic in today -to help push you towards safe tides. I know you've been rowing towards certain storms, but today's the day to see an opportunity -and go for it. Have you ever read something that touched you -like no other? Well that was me -these last couple of days. I finished a book that honestly ended me. It left me completely empty. I mean I've always been an empty vessel -but this book completely took whatever feelings, I could've possibly felt in the future. But this book also healed a part of me -in a way. Let me digitally enlighten you before you sink your teeth, too deep into today -that you totally miss the time frame -to no longer be a prisoner. We all want to be set free. Some of us are so tired. Everyday can feel like a fight -when we close our eyes. A lot of us never did such things -to land in hell. But heyyy... we're still here. But being som

Are you too panicking, because if you were to ask me I'd say I'm on edge. I'm on edge,because there's something I have to do. I know what I have to do -but I don't really want to do it. I well aware that in order to go to the next level -one must be ready to walk through the curtains(at any given moment). But I'm also aware that...[just like alot of other people] -have big fears, when it comes to stage fright -I'm also easily frightened. It's the crowd that blows me away. But it's never for the right reasons. I fully understand that a crowd isn't just that. Not everyone within a crowd -is crowding around to clap for you. Most, if not all are critics. Amatuer crictics... yes. Critcal for my mental health and or wellbeing... also a yes. But how long does an artist get to hide from the world? Our art has the ability to help others. Whether that art is to challenge an unchallenged mind to think, or it's to form lost words into m

Something's not right. I mean I could be exaggerating, but even I can't undermind my feelings. I'm an empath -so of course I'm here to digitally spread the truth. Maybe I'm here to spread your truth -to give you some sort of insight, that could most definitely give the next person motivation to change things... before the next person rearranges things. People tend to shape you -if you're unaware of shapes and how they differ from each other. It's never fun when you're sick inside -because you feel like you can do more. But you'll never find that light switch -if you're being controlled by those around you. You have to ask yourself, "Is anyone home?", because if it's in fact vacant upstairs -then of course you'll walk with no direction. The thing is, most people have no control in their everyday life, so they'll indeed take pleasure in controlling your life It's easy to be distracted and overly consumed -wh

How many people do you know that are, living a life that's way too fast? And if it's not their life, then maybe it's your life. When your life is on autopilot, and it's like a presentation that's being presented by a shy person -that's desperately trying to finish(so that they can go back to their seat.), then of course you'll forever miss silent,and subtle messages that have the power to change your life. How much does a person really see when everything is happening all at once? Tell me. What empire can you dismantle if everything is all too blurry. How much of an assassin can you truly be -with misguided foot steps. So yeah. Let's dive deep, but I'll also allow you some digital space to see where in your life could you possibly slow the pace. Often times we're so use to complaining about simple things, that actually have no control over our lives whatsoever. We can start here and now with a grand idea to pluck things from our life t

Ohhhh heyyy. Fancy seeing you here. Don't tell me that the weekend completely came and left -without a rather noticable warning. But who cares right. The closer the better. I'm here typing away like a mad person, because it's twenty eight days left until halloween. So, I'm allowing myself to live through the horror. But to be honest in my world it's halloween everyday. One should never stop being themselves, especially if in their own world everything is going according to plan. Am I right? But here we are. It's another monday, which means it's another MANIPULATION MONDAY. This is the narcs/gaslighters/master manipulation/abuser's/clown's favorite day. I'm not kidding. I'm also not here to spread false prophecies. I'm only here to help you -before they completely take you. The narc(and or whatever), that you're currently dealing with is anything but dumb. Okay. There I said it. They may appear to be the best apprentice

One has to be a bit delusional -to see past what's going on in today's world. When both society, and your own life is unorganized then yes, feel free to go over the edge. I promise those who aren't afraid to go on a bender -have the ultimate chance of a lifetime to see what others could never see. I often times bend my own mind to be the most creative that I can be. Because no sane person has ever created such magic. Don't argue with me. I'm not saying I know everything, but I do know that I've never heard of a sane artist. Have you? There are many spiritual practices one must learn -to truly awaken to the many possibilites. But in every practice one must be willing to leave behind everything that once was. What you once knew and or saw -can't come with you. Just like certain people can't go where you're going , it's the same as certain teachings. I want to digitally invite you to accept this challenge. This challenge can most def

I remember I made a "Becoming Medusa" , a while back. And let's be honest here -I've been feeling lost ever since. I never feel the same when I let medusa invade my most private thoughts. I've always resonated with her -but not the victim parts, one would mostly tie themselves -to her. And if this is you, I'm truly sorry. No one should endure such experiences. But even you are strong enough to pull yourself from hell -when someone so weak thought that they buried you. But before you come back to planet earth, I must warn you -it's no better here. You might want to think for a second, before you feel this soil -isn't of those flames. What I'm about to digitally spill your way, will require something of you. For starters it'll require you to let go of those conflicting thoughts. You mustn't feel bad for wanting venegance, when it was you -they buried. I'm not insisting on ending your opposers. But I am saying to place them whe