When's the last time you did something for the first time?

Hellooooo my easy OverLoaders even though we're not that easy. I mean I can be pushy but easy... no. I serve one person. I mean I serve many persons but I bet they're all different from your people. And by serving, I mean I look to them for guidance. I definitely don't worship, because worshipping something and or someone takes away your power -when you decide to give your power as well as undivided attention to them. What's the outcome in the end? Do you go home tired and above all disortiented, because I know I do. I worked hard yesterday and today all I did was sleep in. Am I frustrated? No. But, am I insightful? Yes. The answer is forever yes. What could you possibly learn when you're both tired but overall insightful? I'll allow that question to be a rhetorical one! But anyways let's digitally discuss "Changing your skin to adapt to your environment"... I learned that an animal will cleverly adapt to its environment to ultimately have

Who told you that rewarding yourself was bad? Who made you feel so small when you spent your hard earned money on yourself? Who made you believe that you were wasting your money? It's Friday which means I'm here to digitally give you a whole new perspective. Friday is a magical day, but it can easily become a ill sicking day, if you're not following the right path. The magical Friday path that is. I used to love Friday Fun Foods growing up, and I already know I would've died if my IBS awoken inside of me at that time in my life. Luckily I was able to experience Friday Fun Foods before my stomach took over without at least giving me a seat at the table to remove most of the symptoms if not all the crippling symptoms. Definitely all! But here I am an IBS experiencer experiencing the worst parts of my past before I can progess and move on. Let's talk rewarding yourself as well as those before you. It's impossible to move on without first helping those be

I stayed up all night and spoke with a friend that for some reason still aligns with me, even though I have many demons that I'm trying to face -without them taking my entire face and making it their own. My friend said some real sh!t. Sh!t that most people look past. I'm talking about the sh!t that makes you swarm, but never want to bite the bullet because yes, realization hurts but you know what scars you the most? Shadow work. Shadow work has the ability to lift ancient demons but it also has the power to take a majority of said power out of you -from under you. Trying to face the devil with no real information to send the devil elsewhere never seems to work out in our favor, now does it? I'm here to digitally spill the unavoidable. Dealing with your sh!t is a must. Hell, it's a given if you want to heal and move on. We seem to always suffer by our own imagination. We are masterminds because we're hurt. We're creatively gifted because our minds have the

I think I wouldn't mind being down on my knees in this very moment, because I'm gaining the right confidence but I'm also gaining the skills and the perferred mindset -to ask for the things I want and to make way for what I believe to be the best option(s) for me. I'm not perfect by no means but at least I can recognize when I'm fucking up and where exactly did I last fuck up. Til this day I'm learning to remove myself from the table, but I still haven't mastered the art of feedback or directness. How do I tell the devil I don't want to play anymore? Do I prolong such conversations because in the end where would I go if not where I think I should go? Where can a tired soul like mines go if it's been floating away from its host for some time now? But anyways I'm back. I'm back to my old ways. I'm back right alongside my digital laundrymat. We're back in business. These past several days I've been working abnormal hours an

What spikes your blood pressure the most, is it when you're holding yourself back or is it when those around you are able to sniff out the good -without knowing much about you? I'll go first. Both brain numbing actions give me unexplainable headaches but to think that I'm nowhere where I want to be, but I am the only person able to take action, does in fact make me want to puke. I've heard the worst person speak facts and I've also heard the coolest people do nothing all while craving to stay cool. Both are weird and most of all both are real. See here's the thing, we're all cool, but most of us are so cool that we consider ourselves to be weird. And instead of recognizing our awkwardness and cooly turning it into cute cash we choose to step back... and step back -until we've fallen off the stage . How come we're choosing to fall off stages when the whole world is one big stage? I don't know about you but my whole life I've been told

I'm good before you ask, but if me getting to the point makes me a psyhco then that's the hat I'll wear today, because when I'm psycho all of my work gets done. I wanted to bring you here without stringing you along, because who wants rope burns around their neck when they can finally see themselves, networking with the people they want to be like the most? I wanted to quickly, I mean digitally spill some insight onto you. I want to speak a revelation or whatever you folks call it. I need to revel in a bit of wisdom before my mind does me dirty, and takes the most prominent thoughts away from me, and gives them to another -that doesn't even care about seeking change. I wanted to digitally talk goals, and how easy they are to forget. We must write them down daily... hell many times throughout the day because I firmly believe that there are invisible suckers prying on our educated and whimsical thoughts. Have you ever wanted to do sometihng but when the tim