When's the last time you did something for the first time?

Doesn't it suck when you can't actually be yourself, because actually being yourself around those who want to deceptively stop you, gives them more of a reason to want to stop you -if not fully end you. We're all grown here, and we're all knowledegable here, which means we're all familiar with the power each word holds. Doesn't playing yourself small make you feel so low? If not to you, it does to me. What do I mean by this... might you be asking yourself. I'm saying that I despise when I have to drain my own energy, knowing that it won't hurt as much than it would -if it was done by a toxic individual. I love to manifest but I can never do it around evil people. But even though we're learning to not speak to highly of our essence around toxic people, this gives us the perfect time to stay within. When you're constantly around people like this, it's best to keep your insides full. It's best to internally feed yourself, and t

Yes, of course I'm back. I had to look away to see the truth, and of course I saw myself secretly smilling in approval when I finished what I started. I was on a roll this morning, but I had to stop because my body said no more -which is totally understandable given the situation that I'm currently in. I went with the flow, until I saw where the current was headed. Truly knowing when enough is enough can potentially save your life -if not just your energy and common sense, because we all could use a decent amount of common sense. Too much common sense could have someone around you knocking the sense out of you -with their medicore stupidity. It's the truth that gets me in trouble, but what if trouble is what I speak? What if trouble is my middle name? What if trouble is tasty to me? What's tasty to me, doesn't have to also be tasty to you. My taste buds don't have to match your taste buds. I'm me, and you're you, just make sure your taste

Hey, what's up? How are you, and how is your Sunday going? I'm actually having a blissful day, because I beat my cognitive dissonance this morning. Lately I've been skippping things like reading a little while longer, and meditating, but this morning I actually took full control. I didn't give myself any room to talk myself from doing what needed to be done. I'm proud of the actions I took. I think it's important to fulfill everything that we know for a fact would and or will satisfy us. It's easier to just do what needs doing, instead of constantly stuffing our tasks away in some hidden drawer -made for poisonous spiders. We shouldn't be the reason new and good energy doesn't flow properly or correctly. That's like disrespecting nature,and all of it's known benefits. Why shun yourself from positive rewards. What kind of conditioning does that turn us into -if not away from ourselves, on a spiritual level. Turning away from your

I'm back. I wasn't gone long to be honest. It was only three days, but three days is far too long for the untrained writer. A lot can be said and at the same time lost if not spoken. I also didn't stutter or even back track when I referred to myself as the untrained writer. Why... might you ask if you've been paying attention, or are you, so desperately scanning this in order to get rid of this? Either way, I'd rather be untrained that trained. Being untrained allows me to truly shed blood, instead of only allowing myself to bleed a couple of drops. When I bleed I want to pour, because if I'm not allowed to empty myself, then I'm being forced to stifle myself. Stifling one's self only leads to early funerals. I'm digitally inviting you to the Casino, because ummmm why not. Yes, I may need a plus one -but I'd still slay a dragon or two to make way for you, so that you'd be given an opportunity to accompany me -if I wasn't

I've gathered you here to digitally talk importance in time, and action . Both segments are highly important, so I don't want to waste too much time, because just like me, I know you've got places to be -and if you don't, at least act like you do. I witnessed someone get something that was rather large taken away from them, and this "something" was something big. It was something that played a stalemate, and it was also something that tied the person I'm talking about, to their past. It was something most people wouldn't want to lose... if they're an all time hoarder. It was old energy at best, but I couldn't tell this person to get rid of it, without there being an argument(on their end), because I honestly don't like to argue. Let's talk stale energy, and how that's crippling for creatives. Us creatives create for a living, and if not for an actual living, we do it to at least breathe. We create to display what we f

It's Tuesday, and I have a question for you. How long has it been since you stepped outside? How long has it been since you felt January's breeze on your skin? Do you think it's strange that we're in January, and it's feels like Spring? How long has it been since your eyes looked into the sun? Do you think the sun helps you or pains you? If it truly pains you... you might be a vampire. I'm just kidding, or maybe I'm not -because everything and anything exist . Do you actually think we're smart enough to think things that aren't real? Like seriously, you have to expland your mind just a little bit, or forever fall deeper into utopia. But anyways I seemingly just fell through the cracks of reality and unrealistic things -if the wrong minds are finding themselves reading this at this very moment. But anyways creativity can never go away. It can never die unless you yourself dies the wrong way. You can never use it up, unless you offically hal

Heyyyy we need to talk. I'm glad that we both made time to meet up, because this year has been invoking change in us all. I wanted to meet before life truly gets hectic(in the best way possible... I hope). I felt like the digital cafe was the best way to have a nice chat. Just the two of us, and some crispy warm waffles or pancakes? I'm curious which one of the two truly floats your boat, or are you a turkey sub or even a veggie burger kind of person? If you were to ask me, I'd say pancakes over waffles anyday, blueberry pancakes to be exact.You should know that constant precision is vital, when wanting to contribute to a certain someone's cause. Let's talk getting things off your chest, before you find yourself in an uncomfortable hospital. I know. I know, most conversations never go well when around the wrong people, but knowing how to get your point across is key when not wanting to suffocate is your end goal. I'd rather speak my mind than to

When the shadows are calling you under, what will you do? Where will you run? Where can one actually go, when they've ran everywhere but nowhere at the same time? Staying in one place makes you a needle without the haystack. You often slip when you can't make up your mind, or when you're losing your mind. I would say to give in, but that would mean giving up,and who wants to do that -when your soul is on the line. Those who've seen you fall, will indeed find joy in your final demise. Don't give them the sour but "oh so sweet" satisfaction. Have them laughing at their own stagnation. Stop giving them something to laugh at, because whether you want to admit it or not -their reactions to your nothingness actions, does take a toll on your mental health. Don't be in over your head. You know the steps you have to take, but there comes a moment when you actually have to take those steps. Sometimes it'll also require you to ditch the map, becau

We can't save them, and somehow you're starting to see that. Wanting to save those who don't want to save themselves, will have you damamging your ownself. At some point you have to stop blaming them, and start blaming yourself. I'm not saying to bury yourself ten feet deep, but I am saying to take responsibility for your actions in their endless games. Their desires are aimless, and you're wanting to actually pinpoint your target -which means your differences will never correlate. You're anything but similar, and knowing that sooner can actually do wonders and not shocking deceits. You become who you hang around the most. Constantly being around someone, knowing just how hell bound they truly are, can also send you to hell as well. Even if you never intended on going to hell, or even going to hell just yet -could still solidify your presence there. There's no doubt about it. I used to waste my life trying to live within another person's w

Sunday's a special day, and I'm pretty sure you know this by now. The day is always slower and more freeing to the many caged souls out there. It's a day to replenish, as well as finish tasks that need doing, before monday rolls around and sweeps us off our feets. It's a rather sweet ending to a tiresome week. What you do today has to count for the upcoming week. It's up to you and I, on how much we solidify our grounding, so that nothing can take us where we have no business going. I was going to skip today's blog, but wouldn't I myself be contradicting myself as a whole? How could I expect you to take me seriously, if I can't do myself that simple favor. It's like giving the honors to nobody, but wanting it to land somewhere -that just won't stick. It's a sticky situation that doesn't need to get any more sticker. Does that make sense, or am I typing just to hear myself type? I don't know you tell me, or don't... Y

Thanks for stopping by, I try to speak to you but I also try my best to speak to myself -as well. I think if I type a little faster with just enough catchy words, I'll actually take my own advice, because it's like my higher self takes the driver seat when I'm blogging aimlessly. It feels like I'm getting both nowhere and somewhere at the sme d*mn time. I don't know if the timing is always bad, or if the timing is actually right, but the words aren't hitting the right target at the right moment. The target is for sure my mind. How does one align their mind(s) with the right messages at the right time, without questioning what they just recieved? I honestly think it's quite simple, but also unattainable to the wrong minds or mindsets. We often hear the right messages, but we discard them as senseless words -when we're not ready for change. But anyways I totally got off topic. I wanted to digitally talk happiness in the wrong places(so it may

Hey, it's been awhile. Hasn't it? I mean at least I know it's been awhile. Am I ashamed that I put such a remarkable segment to the side? Yes I am. I'm very ashamed, but who would I really be -if I didn't pick myself back up -after I fell so far, and too fast. I can't blame anyone but myself. I allowed myself to be wrapped up in other stuff. I knew what I had to do, yet I didn't do it. Some would call that Cognitive Dissonace, and I'd totally agree -with such understanding minds. Things tend to lose it's value if put on the shelf for too long, and I couldn't allow my MIDNIGHT SEDUCTION POSTS, to go out of style, because that would simply mean that I too would go out of style. So, anyways before the night gets too long, let's slow it down a bit. Welcome ladies and possible gents. We're here for a good time and never a long time. I want you out, just as fast as you came. Don't look too deep for the hidden laughs either. L

You're being tested and you need to know that, before you react. Reacting based on your current emotion(s) could quickly put a mop in your hands before nightfall. We shouldn't have to spend our nights cleaning up our previous messes. So, choosing to stay content does more wonders than most would want to realize. Cheers to another Friday, and also cheers to another test. Am I right? I'm learning to use each test as a foundation to take flight. Most times we get want we want -but only for a spilt second, to show us that what we want is attainable. It's true. It happened to me these past couple of days, but of course it was quickly snatched from me. Did it make me mad, or did it give me the fire -I so desperately needed to take risks? I guess since you're still here I'm going to have to spill my guts? Ok here goes me; slipping into limbo... yet again. But I promise this limbo isn't all that bad to be honest. I keep telling myself that it's okay t