When's the last time you did something for the first time?

I don't know about you, but I hate placing myself in environments knowing that all it's going to do is take my time. I despise being uncomfortable and having everyone around me not understand why I'm the way I am. I know. I know it's easier to allow other people's judgments roll off your chest, but here's the thing, what if those judgments are overtly intense. What if I'm revealing myself in a way that just seems too filthy to ever compromise? What should I do then? Should I still go or should I fall back and learn my lesson -and try again tomorrom? But through it all I can't hide the fact that sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me. But here we are. It's Saturday and today can ether be a good and productive day if I want it to be or I can just sit around and allow my mind to throw me off a cliff. I've come here to say that your restoration may look a lot different from mines. I can't tell you what demons you may have to face to s

Heyy girlies and unexplainable gentials I think it's been awhile. I think I push away what actually sets my soul on fire, and that's something I loathe, but I'm here today aren't I? I'm here fulfilling one of those things I adore so much, because why should I the ultimate ItGirl settle for things I'm not or no longer fond of? Why should I allow ordinary things the permission to wrap me in soul ties that are such a bore? Last year I blogged about MISS SELENA GOMEZ, and I can't lie it's one of my top five fave blogs. I had a blast shining a light on MISS GOMEZ. It was fun placing her on the ItGirl OverLoad platform, because when it comes to MISS SELENA, we can always learn many things from her. But before we get started, I have a tiny question(nothing serious), but do you love my quick blogs? I find it easy to jam pack several gems into a tiny passage because at the end of the day, we've been exposed. America has on several ocassions been exposed f

It's Sunday, how are you feeling? If you were to digitally ask me I would gladly say that I've been feeling lighter. Ever since I got out of my mind, and spoke with my friend that wears many hats in my life, I've been able to CALM DOWN. Things have been more solid, and my spirit has been more present. Hell, I've even been able to stomach the many bugs when I'm outside in the fresh air, catching up on a book. I'm currently reading "specials" by Scott Westerfield, it's a great book series... if you're looking for aother book to add to your book collection. Because remember being a writer doesn't just mean reading your own books, it also means reading many other books as well. But since it's another SPIRITUAL SUNDAY, let's get spiritual like its no one's business, because to be honest, is it really any one's business -in the end? Let's digitally speak upon imagining your future while staying in solitude -w

What if I told you that you're not alone. I know, often times I find myself repeating this, but things that are often repeated must hold truths... right? Decide to get help in your darkest moments and the universe will find that special somebody to put before you. Always look at life like a video game, who would you want to be your mentor when you're ready to get to the next level? Who might help you get that new skin for your next greatest upgrade? You need to shift your mindset while residing in doomsday. Sometimes its best to realize that help is only a phone call away. There's always that one person that can walk with you through your trying times. Don't fear change, use it to give you favor. There will be people who will unknowingly give into their doomsdays without first asking questions. You need to ask yourself what are you trying to be taught, and what entity is trying to shield you from learning your needed lessons to move along? They say the bad

Heyyy It's me again and it's 10:10 which means I have something to say, and it'll for sure resonate with you... unless you're a closed minded hater. HaHa I'm just playing or am I, I mean I am only a figment of your imagination, so what's funny to me may just be fuckery to you -which is cool. I mean being serious is cool, only if you're into the whole Corporate America scene(oooohhh which reminds me you should totally indulge in my previous corporate blog), because to me it's insightful, and of course it's relatable. See not all of us are manmade, most of us are designed by other worldly beings(nothing too serious) or is it, ummmm you tell me. But AIT-TEE-WAYS, I might be losing you, so let's digitally carry on. Let's talk being tactful, and how it can most times stop you from being who you really desire to be, but in other cases it can turn milk into ants, and honey into vingear. Being tactful means getting our point across without sta

Are you with me, or are am I losing you -due to your demanding job? I wanted to pull you here to discuss Corporate America, and why it's a fascade, it's insulting to us earthly beings. We were never meant to work to only line someone else's pockets. We were never meant to side against one to take non-corporate thinkers down(and believe me a lot of people only join corporate america to play the unruly game). Corporate America is a rigged game designed by the elites, to have us fighting each other unfairly. I mean think about it, why do you become disgusting once coffee's in hand, and you're all clocked in? You're cruel knowing that it'll keep you in good graces with your boss, and that's fu*cked up. You're told to hate on the worker that only comes to work, to work, but I thought that was the whole idea... why are we conditioned that way? I mean to be honest I've never been the one to go to work only to make other people's lives a

Let me be clear here, because what's more clear than rose colored goggles? I mean in a way with rose colored glasses comes a keen sense of delusion. But let me be real with you(something I love doing), I don't always feel real. Most days I feel dead, and when I don't feel that way... I want to be that way. I've seen the world at it's worst, and still I tried to be my very best -my absolute best and where the fuck did that get me if not more depressed? I shied away from this segment altogether, because I couldn't do this if my head wasn't all the way in it. I was lying to you, and I hated it. I was making it seem as if every Wednesday and Thursday was the absolute perfect segway to perfection. I made a makeshift ride and told all of you to enjoy it, even though I despise amusements parks, because I can never find the amusement. I can't be happy everyday, because where and how would I grow? I also don't want to be depressed everyday, but I&#

Sometimes all you can do is commit a deadly sin. Believe me, there are times when the cards are calling you to be the sloth, christains claim could never force it's way into their identical falsified bodies. There are times when your world seemingly stops spinning, and what you don't do in that very moment says a lot about your growth as well as your patience. Patience comes with a handfull of faith -without it time becomes an enemy rather than a master. When you're tired on a spiritual level and it seems as if your world stops moving, don't fight it. Trust me it took practially an eon for me to get this. I found myself burning down villages seeking for the right answer, to relieve me of my thoughts. I needed to know even if that meant becoming physically upset. I abused my intuition, by gathering just enough information to part ways with it. I became both a maker and a sabotager of my greatest mistakes. I burned bridges without enough evidence, and most of all,