Self- Sabotaging Saturday's~ You Say You Want Happiness but...

By Itgirl Overload
Why are you sabatoging yourself? Why are you keeping yourself from finding true bliss? We're all meant to be fulfilled in this lifetime. Some of us find it faster than others, but that definitely doesn't mean it'll pass you up. You'll get what you rightfully deserve, but it won't come easy. You will have to work for what you want. Wanting a better life means fighting for a better life. I'll admit the worst pain, will always be someone else's pain. It sucks when you're forced to live someone else's pain and or trauma.The feeling of being forced to live unlike yourself is so unsettling . Do you know the feeling of carrying someone else's unhappiness? This type of projection, usually turns even the brightest souls into something dark and unworldly. Don't let this be you.
Needing to do what's right for you is highly important, if wanting to trade places and or move places. You should never feel the need, to put your feelings aside to play misery, with those who can't seem to heal their own misery. This type of act will always make you the company, to those who couldn't care less about your wellbeing. Energy is a real thing. Letting those who haven't healed themselves, continue to hold you back will only cost you. You shouldn't feel tired when around certain people. You shouldn't feel like you're going insane when you're perfectly sane. What can you do today to lessen the chances of sabatoging your chance at happiness? Can you get out more? Read more?Pick up a new hobby? Express yourself more? Etc. Do whatever it takes, but you can no longer tune it out. Other people's words (true or false), have a way of getting stuck within your body, which indifinitely has a way of festering -all because you couldn't express yourself. BLEEDING WHILE YOU'RE COLD IS A HORRIBLE FEELING!!! Happiness can no longer pass you by, if you make it your mission to do better xoxo ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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