When's the last time you did something for the first time?

I'll admit June came before I would've even expected it to slide in. Honestly, summer in itself came in an absolute hurry. Summer of 2024, is barging in and its leaving just as such, without that much of a trace to its subtle entities. I don't think most people will look into this summer that much, which gives the rest of us some kind of hope to heal the lost souls for the next summer, right? I know. I know. The collective's magick is perfection, but most of all its flawed. Most times its harmonic, but overall the collective's beliefs can be a bit tragic, if it as a whole as seen many dark horses instead of colorful and blissful unicorns . I mean wheres the magick coming from, if most of the world believes that in its source cages the root of everything demonic. Most of my June was slow, it wasn't at all juicy. It was kind of sad. I mean in its early arrival, I wasn't that much of a cry baby. I was more blank than emotional. My self-esteem was beyond

Today I'm feeling a bit unbothered. Of course I'm feeling other emotions like blissfulness, truthfulness, positivity, and most of all free from attachments, but seriously right now I'm feeling unsticky in sugary situations. Right now in another past life I'd be so bothered, so caring in deranged and out of range spaces. I'd be off my rockers without a steady balance to ever feel the need to adjust my crazed mindset, but today my mind is set. it's made up, and just like that -other things are made up. My bed is made, and my day is set up, so what could set me out of alignment if not fake scenarios with even fakier and impossible outcomes. Sit down and chill with me to catch my drift, because its a kind of magnetic pull that could possibly get me in the flow of creating more sound waves worth surfing upon. I have my candles lit, and my incenses burned. I'm about to set a fire so big it'll for sure cast out any left over lack. I need you as my

I might disappear for a couple of days or even weeks, but I always come back. I always feed you girls and guys the truth. I always tell it how it is, whether I'm exposing myself in plain sight or shinning a light on everything you think others cannot see. I always find the things that you're hiding, because as a single individual -we're not so single when its possible to tap into the collective at any given moment. There's always been more than enough for the person who believes that they themselves are more than worthy. There's a gentleness in watching your life unfold -even if the terrible comes become the graceful bits. Learning to stay calm, cool, and collected while in the mist of an ill-treatment expereince is a skill only the grounded people have managed to master. I think I've been tormented for many lifetimes, but recently I've been grounding myself so deep into earth's soil that its been kind of hard to dig me up. I've been

I'm taking a chance and I think that I may regret it, because overall I have plans, and it seems like I fall for people, places and things that are willing and wanting to stay and grow the same. Why I keep running and tripping into these people, places and things, I don't know -but as I creator I don't think there's really an answer to my dying question. My muse is to be true to how I'm feeling, because I was never given that chance as a child, and in some instances its freeing but in other ordeals, it always leaves me caged to a timeline where I no longer wish to live in. I've loved many things, but truly seeing myself being tethered to one thing never seems to settle well within my spirit. Stay for a while, because today I'm feeling dejected but also I'm feeling refreshed. I don't wish to break people's heart, but who can I really write about if there's no tragedy mixed into the bunch? Sometimes I wish that I was a flower, but

When did you know that your current or previous lifetime wasn't meant for you, was it in the calming waters or in the troubled ones. Did you dream of something better or did you allow your soul to drift off into limbo - where nothing rememorable ever happens. Were you shocked to see sudden and unusal patterns in unfamiliar and unexpected places. Were you subjected to change or hidden promonitions in exchange for harmonizing truths in unforgettable strains of constant lies. Seeking change comes with consistent meditating that permits you to find your actual self -both the pioneer and explorer you were always meant to be in this lifetime before you were snuffed by those unappealing and worst of all -ungrateful of those who have so much to offer. I sought change when I wasn't authorized to cry. I wanted freedom when I was away from my house of endless horrors. I needed and knew that I was in for a ride when nothing was happening, and when I finally realized just how u

I'm learning that no one can do you better than you can do yourself, and in saying that no one can f*ck you over than staying the same while f*cking yourself over. I've been messing and screwing with my destiny for so long. I've been allowing my resentment and old beliefs about myself hinder my soul gratification. I've been missing the mark to do something valuable with my life, all while being forced to watch others increase their self worth. It's been tough living in the past, and its been beyond scary when I'm looking towards the future to see something anew -to see something worth living and holding on for. I don't mind dying, but I also don't mind refreshing my beliefs about my future and what it holds and wants to happily gift me. So, what does an artist do when grey starts to become purple? Honestly, I thought I was going to rot in bed today, but I guess the universe had other plans for me. I've been tuning into a new freedom as