When's the last time you did something for the first time?

What are you doing that's making you forget the best parts of yourself? Is there something around you that's draining the eccentricity in you? Are you mindless when all you crave is your mindfulness habits? I can tell you this, sometimes we allow strange things to control the lot of us. We unknowingly become obedient to a lawful and an unresourceful abyss. We tend to forget just how much we allowed others to break us or even mold us. The only way to be unnormal and unrealistically creative -is by not conforming to an outdated system. We should never forget what makes us...well, us. Sometimes it takes you walking away from what you deem and or deemed to be familiar, while being one hundred percent willing to tap into the unknown. You can never be the best version of yourself, and be who everyone else wants you to be. Honestly it takes you dissociating to realize just how much everything around you is unreal. When I relinquish myself to the void, I never realize j

You see how I didn't ask, I just kinda made it a statement. I need to talk to you, and I need you to be who you've always been to me -a digital friend. I can pretty much say that we've seen empire fall, and evil ones arise -sorta. We've made it through many of my segments. You've seen me at my worst, and when I was feeling insanely poetic. Moral of the story we're friends... right? Truth be told I don't drink coffee, however I do love the aesthetic. It's like knowing the devil exist, in everything we love, but not caring because we love it . Meet me at this new coffee shop right up the block say around 8ish. I have homework I promised I would finally do, so since I told you, now I have to do it... right? I'm glad you made it. It's been ten days since we last were able to connect. I wanted to talk to you about how we allow our mind talk to erase who and what we can be. I procrastinate, because I don't feel deserving. I never feel

I was putting something in the microwave, and it hit me. How can I make you feel like I currently feel? How can I allow you into my mind -without having you lose the picture? How can a mind slip further than it's already left? I mean what's even right if everything has been going left? I need you to hear me out, without hearing me actually talk, and how does a conversation really sound at the circus? Everything's more upbeat while your heat struggles to find the right beat, if you're mentally lost and far gone -at the circus. What ever happened to real conversations that were almost considered to be scary -at one point, if not this point. I'm currently mentally busy but outwardly stuck. I do my hair up real nice only for it to fall flat, after it senses something in the atmosphere. Lately the dead has been more alive than the actual living -and it's not even October... yet. Everytime I envision the circus, I always know the crazy is kicking in, and

Haven't you heard the early bird gets the worm? Haven't you heard the early bird(s) gets the first sunlight? I don't know about you but I heard so many things, and it took me a very long time to see that magic, when others couldn't see it. You want a beautiful life, yet you're doing ugly and vile things. Ugly is equivalent to doubting yourself, and vile is equivalent to rolling back over knowing that you could very well attack the day -and not allow the day to attack you. There's always potential to be who and or what you want to be, but most times we can't see past what's currently in front of us. It also took me a very long time to get this simple concept, the concept of creating what you wish existed. We're all walking powerhouses waiting to explode, so why haven't you exploded yet? The power you're looking for already lives inside of you. You can work hard and also radiate peace, nothing has to be complicated -if you crave s

I'd like to think that my digital messages are cute -in a fanastic way. I may be over my head and not enough into my heels, but I'll continue to laugh out loud because how can I make it, if I don't believe in myself and what I have to offer. News flash society profits on your beliefs(towards yourself), but what can they buy into or feed upon -if you fully believe in your calling. I can't call you and tell you what you're calling is, I can only give you inspiration through my calling. I believe that you're (you that's reading this right now), my fellow kindred spirit. We're alike in so many ways, yet we doubt that there's an actual world out there for us, but a small knowing of who's waiting for us prompts our creation of life. Mellow your mornings and breathe in your nights, to recieve the truth. Drink green tea in the morning for energy, and sip on chamomile tea in the evening, and sit with the knowledge that's easily taken -w