When's the last time you did something for the first time?

Something big is happening. Something ginormous is going to come forth -for us all. Something amazing. Something unexplainable. Something that cannot be ignored, even if that small voice in your head tries to tell you otherwise. It's time for an upgrade. Hell, your soul level contract upgrade is wayyyy past over due. And often times it hurts more when we realize that we were the only one and or circumstance standing in our own path towards greatness. But aborting the mission you were sent here to do, has to get done in one way or another, just let it be by you. Let the greatness come from you, and nobody else. Yes, creating a life for yourself can be rather hard, but if measured to any other task(s), its by far the easiest job in the world. To be able to create things that matter, and at the same time doesn't really matter, is overtaking -in a breathtakingly way. Maybe you're figthing yourself so damn hard, because you're trying to go at this artisitc life

don't forget how good times feel. don't forget how good it feels when the air is clean, and the scene is fulfilling. Hell, don't forget the peace when you're surrounded by man- made madness. let's not forget empty promises and hard truths, when realization set in. this new season calls for change and possibly a lot more rain, but what if we could turn pouring rain into thunderous reign. you're not alone, but you are missing, but that doesn't mean that you cannot be found. how about we forgive ourselves, and find our way back home. and most of all don't forget how winning feels, when wholeness replaces hollowness. since we're here lets talk pleasant dreams, and insanity or out-of-sanity, or possibly even time and how it doesn't really erase mistakes, but it does somehow create quality distance between what you've done, and who you've become after the fact. some people are drinking too much, and then there are people who ar

Tell me you wanted this? Tell me you wanted to be here right now, instead of anyhwere else? Tell me night and or evening blogs are sometimes better than daytime blogs? I mean isn't the night more quiet, and more hallow -which does a person like me right. I can't remember a night, I felt completely dispelled by its comfort, even if I did feel a little less like myself, and a lot more sad. I was dealing with purposeful emotions, but I was allowing them to go to waste. and for what? but forget the wasted potential, because tonight (right now) I have all the tools I need to put on a show -a night show that is. grab your snacks, and your warm tea. I'm sipping on mango ginger tea mixed with a tranquility blend. I'm looking for peace. all you need to know is, I'm looking to relax my digestive system, and the only way to do that is through warmth, and reassurance, because when your body knows you best wouldn't you want to feed it the right things, so that you

Don't be surprised if old energies from the past reach out to you. Don't be shellshocked if it feels like you're going backwards. Trust me, it'll get hard in the beginning with the whole season change and everything for that manner. You'll feel the breeze, and it'll knock you off balance at first, but how you replenish yourself afterwards is important. I want you to get it, things will change and in the mist of new routines will come old ones. Old energies trying to knock you off balance. Your ambitions will test you, and their intentions will be heavily disguised if they're clever this time. They'll want to take you away from this new reality, from this new earth with a plan to keep you stuck in the possible memories you made with them this summer. Maybe those memories were naughty or maybe they were telling, but wherever it lands on your meter of infliction,s just don't let it deter you. It's like with upgrades come leeches, leech

Promise me you'll see the world this September. Promise me things will be different this time around. Promise me you'll succeed in switching out summer's colors, with fall's earthy color palette. Promise me. Promise me, life won't pass you by, because you made it so. P romise me you've made a vision board for this month and this month alone, because confusion promises unfulfilling stress that isn't in correspondence to those who are considered to be -straight edge. Please just assert yourself this September, and carry out this month's goals - no matter how big or how small. We're allowing our ego to die, because we've seen mostly everyone around us either rise up or fall apart for the millionth time over. And I don't know about you, but after a while, I get tired of living the same life with no great ideas being picked apart to study its wholeness. Go outside for a litte bit, and breathe in the weather change for a little bit, because so