When's the last time you did something for the first time?

Even though I'm physically typing this message tonight, you're going to be reading this sometime tomorrow. I believe in divine timing, and particular messages being releaved when a mistake is about to be made. I love the color red, but for some reason instead of becoming the runner (the person that runs away), I become the bull. I become so madly in love with the scenerio, even if its a sh!tty one. I still love a nice surpise, even if in the end it's all that I expected - a horrible ending. For some time I was regarding my spiritual insight for a person who didn't care if I lived or got caught up in a evilness created by no other than themselves. I trusted them. I believed in them. Hell, I even let my guard down. I bull dozed my pillars only to give them the required assistance, that they needed to take me down, to make me question myself once again. I think I went wrong when I traded in my self worth for a Saturday night at the bowling alley. I know I lef

You talk too much. Woah, that was uncalled for right off the bat. I could've at least waited until you got your snacks, before I called you a big mouth. I could've also said hi, how are you? or "That's so hot", Paris Hilton style, to any of your remarks about how today has been a day for you. By the way how has today been treating you? It seems to be leaving me a little too fast, but I can at least applaud myself, on staying decently busy. I 've been creative today, whether it was by reading books that needed to be read, or just by tuning into my own creativity. I can say I finally finished a well read book series. I was left asking myself why did it take me so damn long to finish such a story, but that's just it. The series was such a story. It was brilliant. It was mad, and it was delicious. I had to savor, it or I would've been doing myself a disservice. What are you currently doing that's causing disservices in your own life? The re

If July truly is to be our savior, why not focus our energy elsewhere knowning that everything will work out better than we could've ever expected. All my life I've heard things like life's a stage, and life's just as silly as its maker, but what if I told you that life is also a "circus". In your reality you can either call in profits or poverty. Change or stagnancy. in your reality no one can tell you what to do, unless you allow them to do so. But honestly why would you let others control your fate, if you're the creator of both your days and nights. And according to Britney Spears there's only two types of people in the world -the fire crackers who aren't afraid to put on a show, and the people who stand within the crowds looking at everything that they could've been if they weren't so in their heads. Energy is a real thing, and you become who and what you surround yourself around the most. So, what does a believer become and wh