Just throw them in a loop or a web!!!!!

Even though I'm physically typing this message tonight, you're going to be reading this sometime tomorrow. I believe in divine timing, and particular messages being releaved when a mistake is about to be made. I love the color red, but for some reason instead of becoming the runner (the person that runs away), I become the bull. I become so madly in love with the scenerio, even if its a sh!tty one. I still love a nice surpise, even if in the end it's all that I expected - a horrible ending. For some time I was regarding my spiritual insight for a person who didn't care if I lived or got caught up in a evilness created by no other than themselves. I trusted them. I believed in them. Hell, I even let my guard down. I bull dozed my pillars only to give them the required assistance, that they needed to take me down, to make me question myself once again.
I think I went wrong when I traded in my self worth for a Saturday night at the bowling alley. I know I left my self confidence behind when I choose disrespect over anything else. When they found comfort in hanging up on me, I should've known that they were to be my "Cruel Summer". I let them treat me lesser than what I would've treated an enemy. Long ago I was a spider and a comedian, but while in their presence I became a dumb a**. A stupid Motherf*cker. I became so stupid that I allowed them to treat me lesser than trash. I saw the look in their eyes when they were putting me down. They were enjoying it. While I was enjoying the time that we were having, they were relishing in the free access to keep me a shell of myself. To keep me under their wings all so that they could take the light from my eyes and make them yellow, just like theirs. Here are a few pointers as to how to weave our enemies silly, when they think that taking our character is their absolute mission. One - silence brings out your nobility. Being quiet keeps them in the woods. It keeps them walking forward, even if something on their pathetic shoulder is telling them to turn back. Two -play a bit dense, but never be foolish. Enemies need a stupid under dog to eventually reveal their true character to. All we need is their real character beneath the fake smiles. Get it even that means acting a bit mindless. And last but not least. Weave your web while they think that their moves to take you down are working. Never tell them that you're digging their grave until they fall in it. LIFE TRULY IS BETTER ON SATURN!!!! everytime I lay down with you a piece of me runs away from me never to be seen again xoxo ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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