WHEN THE WORLD COUNTS YOU OUT!!!!!

By Itgirl Overload
Get ready for that moment. That moment is going to look a little like this... you'll isolate yourself from the world. But only for a little while. You will also let everyone know why you're doing what you're doing. You'll probably say that it's best for your mental health. You might even say that the stress that they're putting on you, could honestly be the death of you ONE day. You will want them to understand your side. You will also want them to know that you're only doing this to get better. Them being them...they'll say that you're crazy. They will also suggest that you take some medicine.
I need you to prepare yourself for this very moment. When they're stressing you out, what do you do? When you tell them that no person should feel this way, what do they say? Do you sometimes question yourself because everyone else around you questions you? Do you always tell yourself that theres no way that they're not seeing my side. Because in order for them to have gotten that far with their wicked actions... wouldn't they have learned how to see all sides. I could honestly sit here and ask you a list of questions, but I think the most important thing I need you to get from this is, yes the world is going to count you out. The closes ones to you are going to treat you like you're the problem. Most days your head will hurt. Other days your ears will hurt from plugging them with your headphones to drown out the noise. Truth be told EVERYTHING IS GOING TO HURT, but then something magical will happen. You'll realize that isolation is the best thing that could happen to you. WORK ON YOURSELF. TREAT THOSE AROUND YOU LIKE A DISTRACTION, IF THEY TREATED YOU LIKE A ISSUE.
DON'T COUNT ME OUT... COUNT ME IN BOO I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU CALLED ME CRAZY WITHOUT POINTING ME INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION TO A "DOCTOR." SO HOW CRAZY WAS I REALLY??? xoxo Soon to be ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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