Save Your Energy!!!

By Itgirl Overload
Aren't you tired of spreading yourself short? Weren't you supposed to get back some change, if I'm not mistaken I saw you giving them big bills. Wouldn't that be considered selling yourself short? Do you find yourself back to where you first met them? has your pet peeves lists grown over the years, because mines has! I don't know about you, but I'm sick of giving my energy to energy vampires. I speak with passion in my tone, wisdom rolling off my tongue, motivation in every sentence, yet there's always something in that speech that was offensive?
In your family's eyes you'll always be that bastard child whether you're a son/daughter. you'll also be the "off putting" parent. Your significant other will find even more creative ways to talk down on you. Those so called "friends" that you're too afraid to depart from are doing you more harm mentality than any other person you've ran across. You need to save your energy, because it seems like everything that you're doing is "too intense" in their eyes. Wanting the best for someone doesn't automatically mean that they want the best for themselves. Also who knows... they're so FU*KED up, they'll get mad and go toe to toe with you. Learn to hold your breath when it comes to anyone that makes you feel less than, but also you feeding your own head with positive thoughts is important. Because they'll come for you. They will try it all, if need be. They'll sink their sharp and dirty teeth into your skin. Those type of people will try their hardest to latch their chords into your head. The way to not let this move you is to just become so mentality strong, that their presence paired with their words should be almost, if not completely comical.
WHEN YOU'RE AROUND THEM, DO THEY MAKE YOU QUESTION YOUR OWN BEING? LEARN TO PUT YOUR FINGER IN THEIR FACE LETTING THEM KNOW THAT YOU'RE DISMISSING THEM AND THEIR FILTHY WORDS!!! You Have A Vampire In The Mist. xoxo Soon to be ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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