Do you ever notice when you're slipping away????

By Itgirl Overload
Everything was tried and true. I was slipping away and I didn't even notice it. I was feeling dead. I was feeling like a dead girl walking, and still I wanted to feel more dead. I wasn't satisfied, when I should've been thankful, but then again who would I have to thank if I was withering away, while still being so young, and above all free spirited. I was suffering and I didn't even care. But it wasn't until this morning, I realized I needed to talk to someone, in order to bring back my potential -to bring back my blossom. So, I went back to my old friends, the ones who somehow still are capable to make me feel human in an ultrahuman reality. I did what my future therapist would want me to do. I let others in. So, will you stay here with me and hear me out, because isolation is a subtle way to a rather fatal ending, and the world needs creators such as myself as well as you reading this right now.
What brings you back when you feel gone, or are you still a gone girl and or gone boy? Are you here with me or are you invisible while standing beside those who constantly tell you about yourself. What does a lonely person need when they're in a lonely state of mind? For me, I needed someone to call me out on my bullsh!t. I needed a close friend to call me a loser, to wake me up from my low mentality. I needed the truth, I needed all of it minus the sugar and the cherry on top. If you're gone I need you to find your way back. This is our life, and we shouldn't be wasting it, especially if there are no strings attached. I own nothing but a cat, and still I find reasons to make life so damn diffcult. OUR CONVERSATION WAS THE SAME BUT A BIT DIFFERENT. A quick chat was what I needed to let life back into my lungs. xoxo ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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