Day six of healing: change is coming
Hey. I need a better intro. Back when I first started writing these blogs I come with a spotlight. I offered you time to grab a few snacks before indulging my blogs, but now it seems like my words are spat out before a proper introduction is ever shown. I'm sorry. Sometimes my greeting are clear but lately they've been unfocused. Lately I've been speaking low of myself, and it wasn't until fifteen minutes ago, that I witnessed how what I want can actually come to pass. I didn't demand change, I just let it flow from my mouth like ebb and flow. I did what's in our nature. I just simply called in what I desired and I let it take root. It's a bit early, but I predict that today will be the day I do a lot more than I did yesterday. I'll finish reading one of my books, and I'll get back to writing and editing my own book(s). I'll finally use the words that I've been stockpiling in my notes app.
Affirmations have been easier to say, because I've not only been listening to them throughout the day, but I've also been sleeping to them as well. I've been letting the beliefs of others either flow through me or pass me up entirely. What others say doesn't have to hold much weight, unless its the weight you wish to transmute. Whats currently happening can easily be left where it last took action. I know what I did a week or even two weeks ago wasn't clever, and honestly I'm still paying for it today, but guess what comes from my awakening... new and better words and an actual chance to enjoy myself, even if its mostly the messy parts. I can learn to do things differently, and I can also learn to take advantage of these silly situations to be more assertive and clearer on what I actually want to bring in. So if you heard me clearly, today's day six and I asked for a sign that change is coming, and now I'm here typing away like my life depends on it, because in a way it does.
I SAID A LOT SO NOW I'LL LET YOU GO TO PONDER
Pondering also looks a lot like wondering towards a neighborhood pond to find the answers that one's been seeking xoxo ItGirl OverLoad xoxo
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