I think the call is coming from inside the house...

I've been thinking a lot lately, and in a sense I've being giving myself mental inflammation. I've been flowing, but not really relaxing alongside time. I honestly don't know how this blog post will turn out. Maybe this will be an ending to a new beginning, or a segment to an well deserved ending. I don't know, but trying to keep up doesn't seem to be helping. I've been dreaming all year, but it hasn't really been coming to fruitation, because even though I know that magic resides within all of us, I know that there's still some sort of subborn resistance that lingers. A type of stangnancy that wants to prove me wrong, or would it be right? I'm sick of being low, and most times a loser. I'm tired of being both infamous and most of all famous for things I can't seem to transform, or even transmute.
I know that I've been missing the call. I've been letting particular messages pile up, knowing that I'll never get to them with the mindset that I'm choosing to live within on a daily basis. I wish to do more, and I wish to experience more, but how is that even possible, if I'm choosing to make things that much more diffcult for myself as well as for my own personal growth. I want to be able to say something new with the distance that we previously gave ourselves. I want to come back with a different embodiment. I want to be able to say that I was able to both spoil myself and fulfill the hunger that lives in me. I know that its time to answer the call, and that's what I'll be doing for the rest of the day, I can only hope that you'll be doing the same thing.
I NEED TO WAKE UP AS SOON AS I WAKE UP!!!! How much more time are we willing to waste. We're creators that aren't giving into our crafts... xoxo ItGirl OverLoad xoxo

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