When's the last time you did something for the first time?

I should've left a long time ago. I should've stopped hitting certain energies up just because of the simple fact that I was bored. I should've been more helpful to myself and not just to other people -especially those who sought after my naviety and loneliness, as well as my openiness. I was telling too much of myself to greedy people. I was talking too much to people who made metal notes for all the wrong reasons. The thing is, I also make mental notes but those mental notes are simply to place objects where they need to be placed, since I like to capture moments filled to the brim with substance. Have you done things you wished you would've cut off sooner? have you missed the red flags for reasons only you want to admit? did you miscalculate your steps or even the timeframe to how long you'd be wrapped up in lab grown carats? did you stop listening to those above you, say your spirit guides? I wonder where you are now that you lost your way? I wond...